White privilege strikes again

#RittenhouseThePunk

This was not self-defense, this was white privilege and a misappropriation of justice, interference by the very judge who was given the responsibility to make sure all sides of this matter were looked at, he fucking blocked all kinds of information that the jury needed to hear.

This is going to cause some kind of reaction, nationally. It depends upon us how severe that reaction will be. Because Rittenhouse was out there shooting people because of similar injustices, that people were protesting. he was not protecting anything he even admitted that he wanted to go out into the real world and play call of duty with a real machine gun. Except that the other people who he shot at, are never going to get up ever again.

Using Rootless Jailbreak (v2)

In order to use “Ruthless” Jailbreak more easily, you will have to have all of these files copied to a folder onto your Desktop along with CYDIA IMPACTOR. You can DOWNLOAD all of the IPA files from HERE:

https://mega.nz/#F!ZYkQyCCL!04wKACI-nLIidoi2tbrqDQ

Using Cydia Impactor:

install the Rootless Jailbreak IPA onto your device

Install FILZAESCAPED12.x

Install RootlessInstaller

Once you get ALL THREE installed, you are ready to begin. The first thing you should do, is choose a number of DEB files you wish to install*, and using FilzaEscaped12, copy them to a folder like /var/mobile/Downloads. Make sure you put them all in there. REMEMBER THIS: FilzaEscaped is VERY unstable, and this is the only version I could find that would work for me. IT MAY NOT WORK for you, in that case, you need to search for another version. But it MUST be “FilzaEscaped12”- No other version will work, I am positive about that. But there are several versions of FilzaEscaped12, so just google it if this version does NOT work for some reason. Also, although FilzaEscaped WILL work on a non JB device, you MAY have to Jailbreak with the Rootless JB tool in case you get constant reboots. When you first run the tool, it will FREEZE – But just WAIT, eventually it will show you your FS (filesystem). Then, you can copy files from your PC or other devices into your Mobile/Downloads folder. In fact, you may ACTIVATE FilzaEscaped just like regular Filza, it will accept your License. It may run better after that. But do not be alarmed if Filza crashes or causes a reboot, just re-JB and try again. Also, and this is VERY important: Do NOT DEPEND on any IPA files you can get from SIGNING sites. They WILL stop working. All of the files I have provided can be self-signed with Cydia Impactor.

WHEN YOU JAILBREAK:

You will see a number of Switches: IGNORE all of these, save for the switch on the VERY bottom that says “Tweaks” – Flip that switch ON, Then, hit “Jailbreak” and the device should respring. If it re-BOOTS, just try it again once it comes back up. Eventually, Filza will run and you can copy your DEBs in. ALTERNATIVELY, you can use Skyjos FileExplorer Premium (get the free version from the App Store and then choose the in-app purchase, it’s a dollar less) - you can use that app to copy files from any home computer directly into your iPhone and then using FilzaEscaped, you can copy the DEB files from the app in the mobile/containers/data/application folder...

SYNTAX for using RootlessInstaller:

You need the exact PATH to your file, using “file:///(path]/[exact name of DEB file]

Example:

file:///var/mobile/Downloads/com.iky1e.swipeselection-pro_1.0.3-1_iphoneos-arm.deb

ENTER THIS into the very TOP field of the RootlessInstaller app. Then press EXPLOIT- however, if the file IS NOT at that location, it will not work. Use the “Renaming” feature of Filza to copy the full file name, then add “deb” to the end of that.

Once you see an “OK” notification, you can THEN press “INSTALL”- If successful, you will receive a notification that says “success”. The Process is the same if you wish to UNINSTALL a tweak: But you press “Uninstall” instead of “Install”. REMEMBER to press the RESPRING button for either INSTALLING or UNINSTALLING.

FINALLY, not all tweaks will show up in Preferences. And, if a tweak has several dependencies, you MUST install all of those as well- The full list of dependencies are always located in the CONTROL file. You may use “ZipApp Lite” to load the DEB file and extract it to see the CONTROL file- Because you cannot use FilzaEscaped12 to extract any DEB file like you can do on a Jailbroken Device.  

That is pretty much IT. If you have any questions about it, PM me X-weApon-X or twitter @xweaponx, @socialspit, or @jonnyCYKA

Enjoy!

*YOU MAY ALSO INSTALL tweaks directly from Silzee.com, they will provide the links to use for several tweaks they have on hand.

Windows 10 nightmare part two

I thought I was finally going to get a good nights sleep and I was having wonderful dreams, I was playing music with a friend of mine from about 20 years ago and we were making some really great noise and I almost remembered the song when I woke up, except for this: at about 5 o’clock in the morning in my half dream state I hear this mysterious sound of my computer rebooting and I’m going what the fuck!! so I have to get my ass up and trip over everything and then sit on my chair and switch over to my windows 10 computer and Yep! once again it is fucking trying to update itself.

I went through all of the settings that I sent yesterday and I found even more automatic update Settings hidden in the task scheduler so after I disabled all of those triggers I found something strange in my windows start up, something called EOL notify. Which basically tells you that your computer is at end-of-life and that you have to update. Huh? I’m already on windows 10, fuck you.

So with a little bit of searching I found the actual hot fix (cold break) that controls this, and I deleted it. Write this down: KB4091461. Then I isolated and deleted the windows 10 upgrade apps: there were two of them on the system, one of them called upgradeassistant, The other called Windows10upgradeassistant, both identical. It’s like, they really want you to fucking update, and they make it impossible for you to not update. Fuck Microsoft up the ass with a fucking trident.  In order to find them and delete the fuck out of them, I had to use Revo UnInstaller and activate the “show system modules“ feature.

After that I found more errors on my hard drives - can’t afford to buy a new one this month. Just fricken GREAT!

 I guess I have no excuse but to put my second Dell OptiPlex 980 in that slot and migrate (migraine) my programs over to it.  I had been hoping to take the 8 GB of RAM from that machine and stick it in my other OptiPlex.

Whoops, don’t you know I can’t add my images,  because there is no longer any official blogger app for iOS version that they have won’t work with iOS 11, fuck you google very much.  And the images that are available to me when I choose “from Phone”, aren’t from my phone.

Windows 10 nightmare part one

 When windows 10 came out I thought Microsoft had done something good, I thought wrong. The biggest mistake that Microsoft has ever made is in this operating system: unstoppable, forced updates.  And today if you have managed to stay on the original version of windows 10 you are no longer able to because it is end-of-life.

 This is a fucking nightmare that started at 1 o’clock in the morning.

My main PC had blue screened, then when I try to reboot, it said “boot sector not found“, meaning bad sector on the boot drive. So, I booted up to my Flash Drive that has the repair programs, and I run GWscan.

This morning at about 10 o’clock I’ll check it out and of course it was repaired. So I check the structure of the file system using CHKDSK, it’s fixes a few things and then repairs so I can now boot.

Within five minutes I have this gigantic nag screen that’s informing me that my fucking system is updating to a new version of windows 10 without my permission of course. So with some Finagling, I managed to halt that process and delete the files on the computer that were causing it.

So then I try to deal with my antivirus which had updated to The latest, unwanted version, when the freaking windows 10 upgrade assistant nagscreen pops up again (you cannot click out of it), I was able to force it closed again and then delete the files again. Meanwhile my antivirus refused to downgrade itself to the earlier version so I had to uninstall it meaning I had to go into safe mode and run this uninstaller tool. Fortunately I was able to back up all of the settings before I uninstalled it. But I couldn’t reinstall the earlier version until I had run the UnInstaller.

Finally I looked up the problem on my phone and it brought me to a website that show me how to disable the windows 10 upgrade assistant, it turns out some update process installed a few lines into my task scheduler that was telling my computer to keep on downloading the update and to keep on trying to run it.

So getting rid of that complete bullshit took about 8 hours today, thank you and fuck you very much Microsoft.

 I had thought this had subs it but this morning at about 4 o’clock I heard some unusual rebooting of my main computer while I was trying to have a nice dream:

Windows 8: A Masked Man Remodels Your Kitchen

Struggling with a new operating system forced on you by Microsoft is like phoning to have your kitchen wallpapered and being told to your horror that in order to get new wallpaper you must accept a contractor with a black mask who then remodels your entire kitchen, installs hidden cabinets with secret locks, and hides all your kitchen stuff in obscure locations. The contractor explains on the way out the door that you now have a bunch of new appliances -- none of which you needed or asked for. The contractor hands you a short video that helps you find a few pots and pans but says nothing about where to find the silverware or the sugar. The first day you try to make breakfast, you miss half a day of work. You have to gulp your orange juice out of the carton because Microsoft won't tell you where the glassware is hidden. You go to McDonalds for dinner.

 

Lock me up in the county jail. Microsoft could not have stolen precious time from me more effectively than if they had locked me up in the county jail for a couple weeks. I have spent dozens of hours for many days trying to find ordinary functions that Microsoft has deviously hidden away in Windows 8. Simple things like opening a new page on Internet Explorer have become infuriating hunt and click searches. Clicking on the Internet Explorer icon as on past Microsoft Operating Systems does nothing. I finally found the answer to opening a new IE page: there is a very small, unlabeled grey square near the top of an existing IE page. Click on that and Microsoft will finally disgorge its treasure, but only to taunt you the next time you try to find the simplest function -- like the "Start" button (doesn't exist in Windows 8) or the Directory (renamed "File Explorer" to be found if you know the secret code: holding down the Windows key and the "X" key at the same time). None of these obfuscations are explained in the Microsoft tutorials. The user-victim is forced to waste time searching for hours and hours or to hire an Anointed One to guide the search. 

I HAVE USED MICROSOFT PRODUCTS FOR OVER 20 YEARS. I HATE, REPEAT HATE, WINDOWS 8. Please ashcan this system and give us back the time you have been stealing from us.

Atrtibuted to

marinerodelmar2 

Last Words on Romney's so called "Christianity"

I’ve been a Christian for 45 years, and I tell ya with all my Heart – Romney is not a Christian and does not support the same values you, or I hold. He most certainly does not worship YHWH and does not set the Son of God in the same place we do. In fact he worships “Adam” (as in Adam and Eve): just google “Mormon Worship of Adam” and watch the documents from the LDS start piling up. And I’m just reminding you of how many bible verses warn us about false prophets, or in this case, Profit? Romney is a false Profit – He really does not care about life, he is just telling you this so you will vote for him. But if you search your heart, you will see, that you should not support him.

Hundreds of Thousands of Christians have come to realise this, some of those even Republicans. Why haven’t you? What is he promising (or, not really promising but nevertheless keeps hammering at you over and over)? Stopping our country’s policy of offering Medical Care for Women? Is that it? Planned Parenthood? If you are of the type that would try to stop people from entering Planned Parenthood, do you also minister to your friends and neighbors by forcing them to accept your religious and political POVs but then deny then the same right to have theirs, should they differ from yours? Not all people in this country have FAITH, and the reason that is, is due to people trying to force a moral policy onto others with LAW. Jesus did not come to abolish the law, he came to fulfill it – Meaning WE do not need to burden our friends and neighbors with MORE Laws.

I remember one of my old pastors, Mike Macintosh of Calvary Chapel/Horizon and mentor to Miles of The Rock Church used to say: “Latter Day Saints-A Non Prophet Organization,” – This does not change simply because Billy Graham removes Mormonism from CULT status after 50 years of preaching on it.

Mitt Romney, or as I like to call him, "Robotny" - Has sent out thousands of ROBOCALL ads, to specifically targeted Christians in Virginia, and possibly all through the "Bible Belt" - That "Obama is a threat to the freedom of our FAITH" - This is not true. The difference is, Obama will work just as hard to protect an Atheists' lack of faith, as a Christian's profession of it: WHich is what the Bill of Rights guarantees.

Romney would invalidate the bill of rights in favour of "only Christians" — but when it comes down to it, Christians will find their rights curtailed as well.

This is the last time I am going to bring this up between now and the 6th – It is up to you to deal with it.

The Day The Earth Stood Still

 

September 8th, 2011:

Once upon a time, a guy named Klaatu visited Earth with a huge Robot named GORT and he scared the wits out of the whole world by shutting off ALL of the power in the world for a half an hour.

This scenario was played out in San Diego, County, Arizona, and Mexico at 3:00pm on September 8^th 2011. Only, it was not just a half an hour, it is now 9:19pm DST and I am still without power for my little pos area of the Infrastructure Grid. All day long, we have had NO power, NO cell phones, NO Land lines, no internet whatsoever, no WiFi, no LoFi, and no HiFi.

At 3:00pm, I was at a College Avenue Shopping Centre, and I watched as ALL power ceased and desisted. It took me 15 minutes to get to College Avenue at El Cojones Blvd; it took me over an hour to get home to Spring Valley. There were a few Traffic lights, but everywhere I went, there was massive Gridlock, when I got home, ALL my power was out. I was fortunate enough to have some very cold air circulating through my Hovel right before the power went out, and my Freezer and Refrigerator was Ice-Cold, so my goodies I crammed into me Freezer, therefore all the “Foodah” I had just bought is still good.

I thought, “Ah, Power Outage, too bad, it’ll be back up in a few”- WRONG. According to the president of San Diego Beans, Gas, farts and Electric Twaddle, this scenario COULD have taken over 96 hours to get power fully restored. Think about that, 96 hours, how many DAYS is that, this is akin to the 3-Day (?) Blackout in NYC during the Summer of Sam.

This is some frightening PooDoo. I tried looking up the status of the power outage on the Internet, and my iPhone would NOT bring up any websites. I have not been able to make any calls, and as my land line goes through Cocksuck Cable, no Land Line calls, period.

But I also had NO cell phone for the entire time, only Sporadic TEXTING.

Near 7:45, I took a drivel around the neighborhood, and I asked a bunch of iPhoners, can you call out? Nope! Can you Text? Sometimes.

So this was some scary Shite. As I sit here, and thank God I had charged my Lap-bottom earlier today so I had a full charge – No Internet, but I can write this Blog, I reflect on this evening: This is the first time I have seen the STARS since I was a little kid – When I was 6 to 9 years old, my area used to be a very Rural area, and so at night my brother and I used to look at the Constellations and Planets and gunk… 40 years later, there has been so much development in the area that at night we are lucky to see the MOON, and maybe if we are lucky, Venus.

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As I went for a short drive earlier, I stopped at a few places and looked at the beautiful, black SKY “My God! It’s full of Stars!” to quote Kier Dullea from “2010”. I have not seen such beauty in the sky, it was just amazing. And now, I am hearing reports, Lights in Mexico… Lights up North along Hiway 15, and now in National Chitty. Still no lights at my house – I suppose they will eventually get to it.

In my sporadic ability to text my friends, I spoke to one of my fiends who works up near Sorrento Valley, he left his work at 4:00 and by 6:30 he was only halfway home. I wished him luck, I do not know if he got my text message. But I was, and am, severely worried about all my friends who were stuck travelling- And although it took me about an hour and 15 minutes to drive something like 6 miles earlier today, I was very concerned for my friend.

As much as this incident was inconvenient for us, it also raises a note of fear: We ARE dependent on this Electric Infrastructure. It also causes me to question, those two huge gray TEATS up near San Onofre, Where in 10,000 Blazes does that power go to? That Nuke Station was created for SAN DIEGO – It is my understanding, that not only are they in the middle of DECOMMISIONING this vast power supply, that could power San Diego and County for Years and Years, the power generated by that Test Teat is not even being given to San Diego! It is being piped way over to the Midwest.

And so, at 10:20pm, I took a walk outside and I can see, less than three miles away, a blaze of Lights near La Presa/South Spring Valley… But where I am, not a single light blazes, except for a few on the hill to the east of me… Probably generated power. But to the North of me, Mount Helix is Dark, Dark… So as the Rep from SDG&E was saying, they are turning on the power from the North Down, and from the South Up – We in Spring Valley and La Mesa, are probably in the middle of this area, we’ll get our power meted out to us last. We were the first to lose power; we’re the last to get it back.

So as I swelter, my only comfort, a tiny battery operated hand-fan, and the only light I have from three candles, and one portable battery operated music-stand light, I am asking when in 57 blazes can I turn my AC back on? I was lucky earlier today to have a nice cool house, but without new cool air, my tin can becomes a sweatsock. Fortunately, my water heater was not affected, I was able to take two showers, which felt good, I took a hot shower followed by cold shivering water. But as my candles dim and the battery in my music stand light starts to fail, and now my laptop battery is down to 44%, maybe an hour or so left, if they do not get power back to me soon, I’ll be sitting in the hot, sweltering pitch dark.

At 10:45pm, the Street Lights in my park came BACK ON… Still no power to my house though. They installed these new Electronic gas and electric metres, which I suppose sends the info as to how much power and gas I used per month directly to SDGE… This meter has not yet powered up, the LCD Display is as Blank as a Sucked-Dry Teat. So… Im gonna drive around a bit, try to find a cigar somewhere.

9-8-2011, the Day San Diego Stood Still

Testing a Fookin’ LiveWriter Butt-Plug I never knew I had, so fook oof.

Once upon a fukin’ time there was a band called Social Spit. They usta play all kindsa shows opening for great bands in SD. Now we’re doin it again, 32 years later, so shuddup.

ABOUT DISRESPECT

6-4-2011 PHARMACY and MEATWAGON at CHICO CLUB - 9:45 pm.

Live from the Chico Club - 6-4-11

6-4-11 - Last nite we played at Chico Club, what promised to be a fun show, with MEATWAGON.

This show SHOULD have been kick-ass... It should have been FUN. It WAS Kick Ass for a while --- I was having a good time, Darryl and Andy were having a good time andf IN ANTICIPATION of PLAYING, the whole BAR was having a good time. And I was SO looking forward to the show all last week.

Now Darryl and Andy to me are Gods, I love them guys, fuckin Andy is one of the asskickingnest guitar players in Sandy Yeggo... And I love Darryl he is my DEAR friend, he's been there for me in some jams, and we used to hang out and listen to Stranglers all the time. So there is some GOOD history with me and Meatwagon. Meatwagon has been around almost as long as Social Spit, and they deserve a measure of stability, like every other band out there. When it comes down to it, we do not do this for MONEY - And it is not a goddam HOBBY, this is our lives, we play cos it is in our BLOOD to play, if we do not play, we rot. And we like to PLAY LIVE. That's what we live for: We DO this cos we are LIVE MUSICIANS.

And it is not about the VENUE or whether there are 3 people or 300 there, a true MUSICIAN gives 110% for ALL shows, he gives his best efforts, whether the place is a DIVE or it is a PALACE.

This is where Keith the former drummer for Meatwagon and I differ - To him, a Venue is a place that owes him some kind of god damned LIVING. He never considers, that he must EARN that respect. The other bars, the Shakedown, Pure Platinum, The Whistle Stop, and other small places in town, Meatwagon had ALREADY EARNED that respect for themselves, Kieth had NOTHING to do with it. Keith neither EARNED nor WORKED for the RESPECT that Meatwagon gets in these joints, Darryl and Andy, that was THEIR Hard Work.

Now "new" meatwagulon drummer Kieth (He has played with Darryl and Andy before, and I had thought he actually adds to good vibe to the music, but I was wrong about that, because there is a personal undercurrent of major manipulation going on there with this guy) I knew him long ago and he's seemed always been straight-up with me until now, and he's always been nice to me until now, to my face that is, turns out he was talking crap about me to Darryl on the same night of the Chico, so he was one way to me to my face, and talking utter shit about me around my back, I just foudn that out todfay thank you, this is someone, I am really glad to not have to play with and share equipment again, And he burned his bridges with Social Spit as well... I really had nothing against him until today, I still don't, but this guy's credibility does not EXIST, he lives in some odd fantasy world where his shit does not stink - Only other people's shite.

Social Spit and Meatwagon go WAY back, to the time of the Palisades Rollerink shows, when Meatwagon was a new band. And so it was because of this past Fiendship and Darryl's friendship with Kit of Pharmacy that we asked Mestwagon if, for this show we could merge our PA systems, and they were cool with, Andy and Darryl helped us out. And it sounded great - I was in high excitement mode with the prospect of MeatWagon playing Chico with Pharmacy, Pharmacy being my other "Rock and Roll" band, and I don't care if anyone likes us or not, I do it cos *I* like doing it. So we were playing with a brand new Bass Player on the 4th of June, our set was going to be a quick set and then it was going to be all Meatwagon.

About 90% through our Pharma-Set, from my POV and out of the blue, Kieth just Walks up and UNPLUGS not just the Meatwagon parts of the PA, but OURS as well, this in the last chorus of our second-to-last song!! I was WHAT THE BLOODY GUCKING FUKKING HADES is going on here? Keith tried to tell me that the NEW OWNER OF THE CHICO CLUB - Disrespected his ASS, and KICKED HIM OUT of the BAR. Well, fine but you DO NOT start yanking crap when a BAND is playing, this is something you just do not do - Even if he really had been "kicked out" as he said, nobody is going to chase him out, and then when we break for the next song, he could have said, "Hey Guys, I've been KICKED OUT and I need to grab my stuff..." - No Problem see? But instead he turned this thing about "Disrespect" on US and Disrespected Pharmacy.

You wanna talk about god damn disrespect? It was done- to US, and to MEATWAGON. I spoke to him today and he was pleasant enough - Until I asked him why the fuck was he disrepectful of MY band if this thing was about "respect" and I swear, this guy lives in his mind, in his mind, everybody else caused the problems and he is blameless.

According to Kieth, the owner "Just started moving his drums around" - IN reality, the owner needed to get to a plug up on the ceiling, and he ASKED Kieth, if he could move something. I got that story from not only the Bar owner, but from about five people who saw Keith just START IN on the guy, So, this soneofa bitch Started the Drama.

After he trashed our set and ruined the whole show, he went up to Kit, the Singer for Pharmacy and told her she was a bitch that had "Started the whole thing".

So, when it comes to DISRESPECT, the word never enters in to what happened at the Chico that night. From the start, there was a pike up this guys arse, and he was bossing around my band, his band, people at the bar, he was just being a general jagoff. And I saw him today, I wanted to know, WHY the fuck was he so disrecpectful of MY band - He had the audacity to try to turn all this shit on ME. According to Darryl, in 1995 he did the exact same thing and was kicked out of Meatwagon.

At the time, both Andy and Darryl were totally bummed about this whole thing, and to top it off, they Did NOT get to play ONE LICK. And I had SO looked forward to watching Andy Choke his guitar neck and Darryl play monstrous bass riffs, I'm sure both of them had been looking forward to just PLAYING. This is just an example where something could, and should, have been very good, but it was basically ruined: For I don't know what damned reason. Respect? It was NOT ruined for RESPECT, that is for Goddamned sure.

I take a lot of bullshit from a lot of people, day in and day out, one thing I will NOT take is some Jagoff, who was 2 years old when I started playing my first live shows, trying to tell ME that MY band is unprofessional. Never Mind that not only did this guy absolutely start the whole chain of events that caused Meatwagon to not get to play, he tries to Blame the Club, he tries to Blame The Club Owner, He tried to Blame Kitten, my singer for Pharmacy, he tried to Blame OUR NEW BASS PLAYER, that night he was Blaming both Darryl AND Andy, and TODAY he tried to BLAME ME - And not ONE Acknowledgement of where the Blame OUGHT to have been put - ON HIMSELF.

I've been playing live shows since 1973, and I think I have developed a sense of what is important at a show, one thing is to never cause a rumpus. Never show up at a show with intent to jack it up. This guy was going to make a scene, no matter what, he was intent on that. He just DID NOT want to be there - And I asked him, today, if he didnt WANT to be there, why the hell didn't he cancel the show? Why didnt he tell Darryl and Andy he didn't want to do it? The fact is, he DIDN'T do that. And he had NO ANSWER for me on that question, instead he turned it around and tried to tell me how unprofessional I was to play with Pharmacy, and that Pharmacy "only plays the Chico Club" - Well I better tell the Rainbow in Hollywood that we never played there, and also Molly Malone's... And a bunch of other places we played last year. Point is, WE didn't cause a scene with the new bar owner, HE did, and he did it all by himself, Darryl did not help him, nor did Andy, or Kit, or my bass player - HE caused it. When he could have just PLAYED the show and he might have even had a good time, instead, he was intent on just starting something.

I had spent an hour setting up the PA and Kit told me I could take a break, cos nobody was gonna start until 10:00, regular time a first band goes on, NOBODY told me of any time limitations, I assumed Meatwagon would play as long as they WANTED after our 20 minute SET. When I got back into the Bar, Keith started bothering me about when the hell were we going to start? I told him, CHILL dude, as soon as I get my band up there. And so we went on, I just thought he was joking around. Well, this is not ON ME... He could have told me the DAY BEFORE< he would have liked to either play first, or start earlier, and I would have ACCOMODATED his ASS. But he DIDN'T.

Well it is a week later, And this guy has succeeded in parting Darryl and Andy, a partnership that has lasted way before this creep was in the band. I'm hoping that Andy realises - It is NOT OK what this guy did - And this guy is NOT OK.

6-5-11 3:29am, 6-11-11, 9:00pm

On My 54th Birthday

Good Morning Wankers (or whatever fookin time it happens to be when you see this)!






This spinnin' blue ball has circled the gaseous blob we call the SUN (Or, SOL if ya wanna get all technical aboot it) - Fifty Four Times since 5:30am on May 20th, 1957... The year I was dredged out by forceps from me mum's womb. I don't remember any of that, probably cos being born is a traumatic experience and my particular birth was traumatic for my mum and my miserable self.

So first, I wanna thank any of you scrodsuckers who may have wished me a happy birthday over there in Faceschnook land... I'm still not there, but I'm telling Blogger.com to x/post this over to my page on that joint.

Tonight, Pharmacy is beginning a new chapter with our new bass player "Ramone Ramones", so now the lineup is as follows:

Kitten - Vocals and Meows
Jonny Spit - Guitars and Vocals and Catfights
Ramone Ramones - Bass (and hopefully, Vocals too).
Jayden Neckred - Drums

So Pharmacy now, has an even Wider AGE-GAP! Ramone Ramones, at 21, is the youngest new member, Jayden in his Mid 30's but still in good shape, Kitten late **'s (I'm not at liberty to state Kitten's Age, ya know, age of a woman? Carefully guarded Secret?) - And myself at 54, well it should not work but it DOES! So after we learn all of our old songs, it's NEW SONG TIME! Yay! And it's "Out with the Young and In with the Younger!"

And I posted a link to our song "Misery", which we recor-dead in Kitten's Garage last February, this is a new mix done on Social Spit Drummer Javier's Sweetwater Creation Machine system, which is an AviDigidesign Digirack 003 - Javy and I have been spending a lot of time getting aquianted with it, it's COOL! This is mostly what's been goin on for the last 3 weeks, plus Social Spit practice, getting ready for our May 21st Plum Loco show with Systematic Abuse, Looking WAY forward to doing that show!





So if you Fookers do not show up, next time I see ya it's my size 12 Steel Toed Doc Marten's to be applied to your buttocks!

You'll be a walkin, WANKIN, and HURTIN advertisement for Doc Martens Boots!!

Now for the trivia:

Most of you, don't know that my cat Ming, after guzzling a cup of hot Chocolate, then proceeded to immediately vomit it up all over my old iPhone... About a month, maybe 5 weeks ago. Her timing was impeccable: She did this this on the one-and-only day I ever took the phone out of the protective cover!

Well, thanks to my brother and my sister in law, they sent me her old original iPhone which was just like mine. When I tried to restore my backup to the new iPhone, it would not finish the activation process! Mainly because, I found out, to my dismay and the dismay of about every original iPhone 2G owner in the world: You ABSOLUTELY CANNOT activate the 2G iPhone through iTunes any longer! Because ATT no longer supports the network that those original now-paperweights used! I tried about 3 times on as many 'puters, activation would stall. I brought it to the ATT store, and they gave me a new Sim Card, and it still would not activate! So the ATT guy told me to bring it to "A to Z Mobile" over there in Pukeway Plaza... The idea was, once I got the phone Jailbroken, it would activate - And it DID! So I've been playing with "Cydia" which is the Linux program that was in there after it got Jailbroken - Some of the linux packages in there are scary!

My Brother bought me a brand NEW 4G iPhone for my birthday, so I'm very pleased about that! Many thanks to my Brother Chris and his wife Merri: By the way: Not going to go into details, but to all my friends who have a measure of Faith, PLEASE Pray for my sister-in-law! She just needs a break from some pain. Other than that, my work has picked up quite a bit, I'm very pleased about that. So all is well, "24th century dies".

Wellll, I feel like I wanna give out a few hearty "Fuck Yous" but I really don't got nobody to give a "Fuck You" out to, at least not anyone of importance... I'm sure that some people wanna tell ME to piss off or fuck off, so DO it and get it over with! Willya? Eh.

Look I'll make ya a deal: Just so none of you will "Think" or "Assume" or better yet "PREsume" that I told them to "Fuck Off"? - I'll make it easy for ya... If I am telling you to "Fuck Off", I'll say it using your NAME to your FACE - So there will be NO Question I did it, see? Haha! If I wanted to tell you to "Fook Off", you will KNOW I said it and you'll KNOW I meant +YOU+. But like I just sed: "There ain't nobody I'm telling FUK AUF BITCH* to rite now".

( * )= iacmusic.com/FUKAUFBEYITCH

(This in contrast to Cliff gettin up on a Mike at a recent "Meatwagon" show at the Shakedown, and saying that "Anyone not likeing Meatwagon's 'The Sreve Garris Story' can fook off!" - I don't THINK, and in fact I KNOW he did NOT direct that out to anyone in particular... But what the hey? He's been marked GUILTY of telling someone to "Fook Auf!". Tsk, too bad!)

Most of this shite is none of anyone's business none of mine either... None of youse guy's beezwax is any of MINE. Sometimes we like to Co-Miserate, which is usually and actually a means for people to stock up on Emotional Ammo that can be used against each other later. I never do that, used to do it all the time but I stopped, cos it is a bad thing to do. Comprende?. Mostly, my beefs don't have anything to do with anyone HERE. and anything else has to do with that other Blog I posted "About the keeping of PROMISES". I kept mine, but promises made to me were never fulfilled, so I feel I am owed that, even if it is "just a night with lingerie" - And I want to make it Clear: I was Promised a "Night with Lingerie" if I were able to do a special computer job for someone, and I VERY MUCH wanted to do that, the "reward" factor is not important, but I took the offer seriously, and I was dissapointed that it was not apparently a valid offer. I think the one who promised that to me needs a spanking of some sort, for making gratuitious promises without intent of going through with them. :/ But one of these days, they will understand why this thing they did was as bad as any thing I ever did, and there was only one really bad thing I ever did, which I tried to fix immediately.

The one piece of advice I will give to anyone: Is stay TRUE to yourself - Do NOT let anyone try to CHANGE you to fit rheir image of what they think you should be. FUCK that. Moreover, do not let anybody try to make you, into a carbon copy cut-out of their deepest desires... perfect to them, worthless to you.

There are more scenarios to which this applies and not just with me, I'm sure all of you have gone through things like this. What I posted here, that was my scenario and I WILL not go in to a bunch of Name Calling and Finger Pointing, because I am not really angry, I am merely sad and depressed about this. Somebody did not like that I was playing with Pharmacy, and tried to influence me to Quit - But when it comes right down to is, I am a MUSICIAN, and Musicians MUST play MUSIC, and I don't care if anyone likes it really, ultimately I'd like people to enjoy the music I write and play for them, but if they honestly do not like it, if they told that to me it would not hurt me. So that the person did not like that band, did not bother me too much, I wanted to share all of my music with this person, and I did not continue to try to involve them with Pharmacy after I learned that they did not like them.

If any friends of yours, or a any person you are in a close realtionship with, tries to get you to QUIT doing something you love doing, if that thing is not harmful, unless it is harmful and you NEED to quit that thing - It is not just music, it could be anything. It can be anything else you LOVE doing - And if someone is strenuously trying to get you to quit that thing, then It is probabaly better to drop that person, remove them from your life like "Fleas from a Dog", because you will NOT be happy if you try to kow-tow to another person's EVERY whim, and they will not be happy either, it just causes a Self-Starting-Co-Miseration-Situation, a "Misery-Loop" which is a type of "Pete" and "Re-Peat", where the misery was a response to exterior bad circumstances, now is a self perpetuationg load of Bollox making everybody and especially the person who will not capitulate and finally DROP the subject, miserable... Until they finally and inevitably LET GO of the external event that caused the misery in the first place.

So unless they wanna try to FIX what was Broke, don't wanna see 'em. But if they wanna work with me to fix what's broke I'll drop everything and do it.. Because I believe it is VERY much worth fixing... Otherwise, I just don't care anymore.

So other than that small "Sergio Aragonez" style drawn-out-Drama, everybody Happy Nowadays! Social Spit, Plum Loco El Cajon, about 10:30pm, May 21st! 1678 Greenfield Drive!

5-20-2011

On Spirituality

I have my Spiritual beliefs, basically rooted in the basic Judeo-Christan vein. I'll have to think of a better word for it. The best way to explain it, is the Nicene Creed:

We believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Maker of all things visible and invisible.

And in one Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God, begotten of the Father [the only-begotten; that is, of the essence of the Father, God of God], Light of Light, very God of very God, begotten, not made, being of one substance with the Father;
By whom all things were made [both in heaven and on earth];
Who for us men, and for our salvation, came down and was incarnate and was made man;
He suffered, and the third day he rose again, ascended into heaven;
From thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

And in the Holy Ghost.

[But those who say: 'There was a time when he was not;' and 'He was not before he was made;' and 'He was made out of nothing,' or 'He is of another substance' or 'essence,' or 'The Son of God is created,' or 'changeable,' or 'alterable'—they are condemned by the holy catholic and apostolic Church.]

I'll alter it a little to fit my personal Faith:

I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Maker of all things visible and invisible, regardless of what Name you wish to put on Him/Her.

And in one Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God, begotten of the Father, because He is the only one who ever Claimed to be God given the form of the Human Body, Light of Light, True God of True God, begotten, not made, being of one substance with the Father;
By whom all things were made on every Quantum of this Multiverse;
Who for us men, and for our salvation, came to our Quantum and was incarnate and was made man;
He suffered, and the third day he rose again, ascended into the higher Quantum we call Heaven;
From thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

And in the Holy Spirit.

I respect the other religions and I do not worship their lower-case g gods, but I acknowledge the truth of those Faiths, that those entities, some of them benign and some not, that they actually have the power given to them by the Same Father I worship.

So mostly I try to respect the Faiths other people have, when I was a teenager, it was "All Christian or Nothing" and I would cram Bible down people's throats with a cramming stick. I still use the Bible for my own reference, but now I do not discard other writings, including the several thousand Tomes of Krishna, or all of the Hebrew canon including the Kaballa.

I try to keep all of these things on a level playing field, but mostly, people searching for God usually have several things in common, their Worship follows the same format. God is not a God of strict formats, he can be Worshipped in all kinds of ways, whereas I originally thought I had to do it only one way. But in my investigations into other worship practices, we find that there are some forms that are common, I believe that this happens naturally, no one religion is copying the forms of another, intimate Worship especially in the form of Music, if you listen to recordings you will find that what you think is Christian Worship, may be another Faith.

The great Christian Apologist CS Lewis makes a statement in his last Narnia book "The Last Battle" where a person who thought they were Worshipping one god in that book, was so sincere in his Faith that Aslan[God] accounted this person's worship of that god as Worship of Him. Even in the earlier books, Aslan, the Christ figure, states "I have other names on other worlds". This can be seen as Lewis embracing the idea of Multiple Universes, some of which exist in the same space as ours. Lewis created a fictional means for people from this world to visit those worlds - "The Wood Between the Worlds" in "The Magician's Nephew". Other Cosmologists like Tipler and Hawking have only recently come up with these ideas, but as you see Lewis had some inkling of these ideas, even though they had not been formulated by the cosmologists of his day.

But there are other commonalities between people of different Faiths: And I have to make a side-note here, if a Faith does NOT have common elements to other Faiths, for instance- if a basic tenet of a faith is the word "Infidel" - Meaning, that people of other Faiths are not acceptable - Then the word APOSTATE can be applied to that Religion. This is the difference between a true FAITH and a "Religion" - A Religion is basically a set of rules, but if those rules exclude other religions, then it is an Apostate Religion. But Normally, people of different Faiths can get along quite well with each other, if they are TRUE Faiths.

A person on a spiritual quest just does not get angry at every given moment, not including regular anger which is normal, and which is desigined to Dissipate after being expressed - A person on a Spiritual Quest, does not get Angry and KEEP ON Getting angry about the same issue - Meaning, they do not "Stew on it" - Normal Anger is LET GO and the issue surrounding that anger is normally NEVER MENTIONED AGAIN, not after being dealt with ONCE. If that person KEEPS BRINGING IT Up, the issue being worse and worse each time they bring it up, then they are not allowing that anger to be released and "LET GO". A person on a spiritual quest is NOT easily irritated. Spirituality is not the seeking of spiritual experiences, true spirituality means you put yourself OUT. It means, that your +self+ is not the most important thing in your life, it means that your preferences and comforts are to be set to one side, this is the only way it works. Spirituality and Selfishness do not combine, Spirituality and SelfLESSness is the basic rule. Spirituality means inviting personal DISCOMFORT into your well-ordered existence. It does not mean you PAY MONEY to go to religious conferences, bible studies, kurton meetings, AA Groups, Amazon Tribal Rituals or even Yoga sessions or other alternate forms of meditation, just for the exhilaration of those experiences, although it is not wrong to search out those experiences... But Spirituality is more than religious *Experiences*, Spirituality requires that you absolutely DO NOT insist on your own way all the time, it means that sometimes, you have to do something the way SOMEONE ELSE wants to do it. Eh? A Spiritually motivated person has attributes that are the same as another persons attributes, regardless of which Faith they embrace. The Bible calls this the Fruit of the Spirit, which is called in Hebrews 11 the "Evidence of Things Not Seen".

To make special effort to SEEK OUT spiritual experiences in the form of these paid conferences, is a form of Lack of Faith. It is not wrong to GO to these things, but it is wrong for that to be the only source of Spiritual Input. Because a true epiphany can happen while shopping, or getting gas, it can happen when you are alone, or if you are in a crowded room of people. And, these esperinces are for the most part UNEXPECTED. You just never know when the hammer will fall down and then you are speaking in toungues or maybe even seeing a vision.

Of all the gifts, toungues is probably the cheapest and most common gift, and even that can fall on you at any time. It says in 1 Corinthians 14, if a person really wants to have a gift, then to ask for Prophecy, which is the ability to speak out the Word of God, which usually results in something coming into being, and not about seeing the future. A Prophet Calls Forth the Future, makes it happen, does not actually FORSEE it. So I'd rather have that than any other gift, and it is wholly uncontrollable, it happens when it happens.

You can't just go out and "Buy" the gift of Prophecy, there was this magician in the book of Acts, who tried to BUY the gift of healing from Peter, and that guy got a pretty good rebuking for asking. Because Faith is, and this is the best part of Faith: FREE. Faith does have it's costs and consequences, but Money os not one of the costs of Faith. Any person running around from conference to seminar to conference, is a Fake.

But I am not trying to state that *my* Spiritual Status is perfect - Far From it - The Spiritual Quest is a search for perfection, we never achieve it on the planet Earth, only when we stand in the presence of God will we achieve that state, But on Earth, we try to do simply the best we can witt eh limited tools we got..

I know a person, who has a fairly defined gift of Healing, but due to some of the things I mention above, they can impart that gift, sometimes, but usually only when they WANT to, but they cannot accept it for themselves. I think this is the source of their constant ANGER. If they could let that go, they would be a lot more effective. A healer absolutely has the ability to impart Healing to themselves. But they never look for this ability, they tru to buy it for themselves, and I never saw any improvement... Unless I was just being told lies abd excuses: Because I've been around healings for over 12 years now, and I've seen some incredible recoveries and drastic changes. But this person, can cause a drastic healing in someone else, but their state never changes. So, if in fact they had been given healing, then the infirmity which was always given to me as an excuse, if n fact it had been dealt with, the person continued to say they HAD this infirmity asa a "way out" - In other words, as a Lie.

Any person can learn the language of religion and use all the coined phrases used by people pf true Faith which they use as Shorthand for each other, but if they are not living these things they say inside themselves day by day, minute by minute, then they are FAKE. Which is harsh, but this is not me saying it, that's how it is - I didn't just make up these rules, they existed before I was born.

A person on a spiritual quest, pretty much does not INSULT their friends. Maybe they insult other people, but to do crap to a FRIEND: To say mean crap to a FRIEND and especially a person who has shared intimacy with them: is not evidence of any kind of spirtuality... Not of the good kind, there is dark spirituality, but I have NO interest in any of that. And if anyone saying they have Faith goes after dark crap, that's not Faith.

CS Lewis also said, "The two mistakes people make about devils is first, to NOT believe in them, second, to give them ANY more attention then they deserve." And this is my basic philosophy as well, when it comes to devilsor any other evil entity fron ANY Faith, I'm not interested.

Which brings me to my favourite story about Martin Luther:

Upon being awoken at night by the devil, the great Martin Luther saw who it was and said "Oh, it's just YOU" - And proceeded to go back to sleep.

5-17-2011

On Promises and the Keeping Thereof

I've been diddling with this Blog for the last couple of weeks, just have to add a few more things to it. First off, I am NOT using my Facebook account at the moment, not for the last month or so - I have not read anything in my inbox, I'm just not there. I don't think any of you lunkheads and jagoffs have gotten it - I HAVE NOT SPENT ONE MINUTE ON MY FACEBOOK PROFILE PAGE IN OVER A MONTH. Ergo I HAVE NOT READ anything that anybody has posted there, cos it ain't fuckin time for me to listen to excuses and "reasons" and rationalisations anymore, it's time to me to speak, and for certain people to listen without any FUCKING retorts - This goes out to one in particular, I WILL not listen to any more lame excuses ever again- Meaning I will not HEAR them vocally and I will not READ them. I do not know any of the "Sergio Aragones" Drawn-Out FacePoop Dramas that are going on at this time. I was using FB for communication, but it was turning into something else... So I'm out of there, I don't know if anyone's noticed I'm not there, it's just too much crap to deal with at the moment, I got the Social Spit website and my one email address and that's it for the moment.. So if you try to contact me on Facebook, I will not see it. Look for me, maybe in a year. So if you wanna email me, do it from the CONTACT link on the [url]http://socialspit.com[/url] website, I left that open for Emergencies and Business, if you got business I am interested but I don't wanna hear any gossip. Also I was told that what I posted here was "innaccurate" or one sided. Innaccurate, no, one sided yes, cos it's MY TURN and once people understand that "what they want is the exact and ONLY way something will go" is actually ABSOLUTELY NOT the way a thing should go, then bombs will stop dropping in the world. But until then, certain people need to understand that they can't eel and skink and lie and manipulate themselves out of promises and commitments- And get away with it scott free.

People who know me, know this about me: I do not ever say I am going to do something, and not do it... If it takes me a year, I'll accomplish what I've said I am going to do. If I do not think I can do the thing, I never commit to do it. If it is within my power to do a thing and I have promised to do it, even if I do not want to do the thing later, I am honour and duty BOUND to fulfill my verbal and written promises. And the least I can expect is that the people I deal with, have the same set of standards when it comes to giving their word, that's all I ask. Because My Word is the only valid coin I can offer.

So, I know there are probably more than a few of you that have directly benefited from me in this way: I Promised something, and I DELIVERED it. Usually this is in the form of Fixing a computer, because this is my one area of extreme expertise. There are quite a few of you that have directly benefited from me this way- And everything I said I was able to do, I DID. Including finding some very hard to find music for someone - I SAID I would do it and I DID do it.

On the other hand, I was in a close relationship over the last 7 or so months, and this person, I don't know what they wanted: An Obligation was formed, I carried out MY part of it, but what was supposed to be reciprocal, ended up just being me using up my energy on someone who was not interested in anything but what accommodated THEM. So I'm FUCKIN out of Facebook for a while, and it's gonna be a very long time before I trust ANYone ever again.

I hafta add this little thing - I appreciate gifts, I mean when people just do things for me, I cannot ever repay any of that, I want to, sometimes I can. But what happened last winter, someone used up resources on me, someone like me, in the same fiscal and medical situation as I was - if I would have known then what I do now about them I WOULD NOT have accepted any of it. This "generosity" was used against me later by the same person. If you give, you give without reservation, and you do NOT hold the person you did things for accountable back to you. So I was done some BIG favours, and in a moment of Vino, the person told me that they very much resented me because they used those resources up on me and moreover, I took their gift. The word "WRONG" is splattered all over that event, if I give, I give, and that's that - and I do give all the time, I always do what I can, what I am able to do. I never expect anything, and I'll make it clear I'm just doing it, mostly because I enjoy the feeling of doing something for someone. "It is more blessed to give that to recieve" - Feh! Whoever made that up did not have a clue, because recieving is as important:

Lu 6:38 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.

And this one is Cake:

2Co 9:6 ¶ But this I say, He which soweth sparingly shall reap also sparingly; and he which soweth bountifully shall reap also bountifully.
2Co 9:7 Every man according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver.
2Co 9:8 And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:

And so I found out that I had been given a gift with a grudge.

This is how I spent about 200 man hours on a project for the same person, I did it cos I liked doing it, because I liked the person I was doing it for, maybe because I thought I loved them and I thought those feelings were reciprocated. I never wanted anything for it, but I did get a reward: I was promised a night with Lingerie, instead I got a swift kick in the ass. I never did the work cos I WANTED that night with Lingerie, but it would have been nice if the person who Promised that to me, stuck with the bargain. But it was easier for them to just kick me in the balls, so fuck it, fuck me, I'm done. Maybe Marylin Monroe had it right:

I'm through with love
I'll never fall again
Said adieu to love
Don't ever call again
For I must love you or no one
And so I'm through with love

I've locked my heart
I'll keep my feelings there
I've stocked my heart
with icy, frigid air
And I mean to care for no one
Because I'm through with love

Why did you lead me
To think you could care?
You didn't need me
For you had your share
of slaves around you
To hound you and swear
with deep emotion and devotion to you

Goodbye to spring and all it meant to me
It can never bring the thing that used to be
For I must have you or no one
And so I'm through with love

I'm through with love

Baby I'm through with love

I guess the general rule, to be a popular person, you have to make several verbal commitments a day to do various things, and flake/RENEG on every single one of them. So maybe I'll start doing that too. But no, this is not in my nature. So it is basically, I SAID I was out of Facebook for a while, and I'm TOTALLY out of it, but I'm not invisible, I got this stupid Blog.